Tomorrow (via Hawaii time; right now it's 11:03 pm) I will start Day 1 of my Beachbody Turbo Fire challenge. So the question is: Am I going to follow through with the program to reach my health and fitness goals?
Well, I truly believe that deep down, this umpteenth time is different. Why? For several reasons:
1. My daughter Gianna will be 5-years-old this year and will enter kindergarten in July. I am nowhere near my pre-pregnancy weight. Instead of going lower, my weight is going higher.
2. As of this writing, I am 37-years-old, and my body feels older than that. I also think that I may be entering perimenopause, if not yet, then real soon. My body isn't what it's supposed to be.
3. Because I had gestational diabetes when I was pregnant and diabetes runs in my family, I am more prone to getting it myself. Even more so, diabetes seemed to have skipped my mom. She's concerned that my sister or I will have it. At the rate I'm going...
4. I am just so tired of being tired, sluggish, and out of breath when I do something as simple as playing "Ring around the Rosie" with Gianna. And I'm also tired of being self-conscious about my body.
5. Lastly, the fact that I got the Turbo Fire program for free I took as a sign that I need to do this. Thanks to my oh, so loving sister who had an extra one!
With that said, I just tanked my last Diet Pepsi. Goodbye to that, to white rice, french fries, McDonald's cheeseburgers, Maui Onion Potato Chips, malasadas, and cinnamon danishes. Do I have to give up my Chunky Strawberry from Jamba Juice too? Let think about that. I do have the Shakeology...would that be a good substitute?
Here are a few of my stats:
Weight: 143 lbs. (At 5'1", that's considered obese for my height! People wouldn't think I am; I just know how to hide it well!)
Body measurements: I prefer not to take those. The fit of my clothes will be my measurements.
Clothes size: Shirts/tops - Medium/large Juniors; Small/Medium Petites
Jeans/Pants/Shorts - 7 or 9 (if I want to be comfy!) Juniors; 6 or 8 Petites
Weight goals: 115 lbs./Size 4 or size 5 in Juniors
Fitness goals: Run a 5K, 10K, and the 2013 Great Aloha Run (I want to run it!)
Hike Koko Head again (without huffing and puffing!)
There you have it, my plan in a nutshell. I will try my best to post something everyday, even if it's just to check-in that I did my workout (or not!). And also to record my thoughts and feelings a few times a week.
Oh yes, and my before picture? Well, maybe eventually I'll post it. I don't know if I really want to show the world what I REALLY look like in a 2-piece bikini! But you need something to compare my progress to right? Hmmm...let me think about that one...
So I bid you all good night for tomorrow is the FIRST DAY OF THE REST OF MY LIFE! Let the games begin!